Hey guys.

 Hey guys so this is a pic of me really tired, and just taking a bit of time out from life. Lately I've been so stressed and some of the reason as to why I'm stressed is because of my hectic schedule. (I go to college full-time five days a week from mon to fri and on Saturday and Sunday I work).... So this basically means zero days off right? Well finally it's half term at college and I've been given one whole week off (7 days) from colleges and I've got to say it feels good! However, it giving me time to reflect on my work load and the stress that I under-go on a day to day basis. However it's not just my hectic schedule, it's also certain struggles that I have every day. To elaborate, firstly let me start by saying I'm extremely determined and that's why I work so hard, but when all you know you're doing is positive, for example; my blog, my youtubechannel, my job, my studies but all people have to say is negative it can lead to you sometimes questioning yourself. Usually I'm really robust and I don't care what people say but sometimes it's grinds you down so much! Well, after thinking about this and actually trying to take something positive from it my message is : whether you're doing bad or good, people will still say negative things. Ofcourse it will feel like a huge slap in the face when all you've been doing is grinding hard to achieve you're dream, and people are being negative about it. but working hard is only part of it; you also have to deal with the haters, the doubters, the side-trackers. People feel threatened when they're around achievers, doers, people who are determined or people who get things done and move things forward because they know that they themselves don't have what it Takes to get there. At the end of the day jealousy is love and hate at the same time and don't you dare ever question if what you're doing is actually getting you anywhere... It is! You just need to be patient and persistent and you'll be successful. Make your dream everything and believe in it so bad that all the negativity get blocked out instantly! 

I hope I've made sense today! Feel like maybe this will come across all mumbo-jumbo. But all I wanted to do was express what I was going through and maybe make you're live a little brighter. Stay positive! Cesca x